January 12th, 2003

self portrait (escher)

Fortified with Ick.

I'm like extra-miserable today. Can't really explain it.

I've spent most of the day cold and tired and hungry. Why didn't this motivate me to dress warmer, take a nap, and eat something? Wish I could tell you.

What I do know is that setting aside just one day to work on my own projects leads to doubt and pressure and a day wasted without any forward motion.

Combine all these factors, leave me alone with my thoughts, and you've got yourself a recipe for introspective meltdown.

Anyway, I just got back from forcing myself to eat. Going to bed early now. And dragging in a second blanket. Tomorrow's another day...
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