July 5th, 2002

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Morning sickness

I've been trying to go to bed earlier, since my sleep schedule is a full eight hours off from where I need it to be on Monday. So far, what this has meant is more hours every day spent in bed, every bit as awake as I would've been were I sitting at my computer. And then I wake up just as late as I always have, frustrated at having wasted all that time the night before. So, it's time for drastic measures.

I set an alarm today, and forced myself out of bed two hours before I was ready. I'm irritable, I've got a huge headache, and I can already tell the only thought I'm going to have all day is "nap, please." (which, of course, I can't allow myself)

Hopefully, being exhausted all day will pay off when it's time to sleep. 'cause, the alarm's set two hours earlier for tomorrow.

Anyone wanna take bets on how long until I crack?

I'll put down "3pm, Today". Four hours until I owe someone an apology.
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Sometimes, I can't tell if I'm joking either.

Y'know, having essentially scheduled my breakdown made me feel a lot better. I only have to maintain this facade until 3:00 now. I should set an alarm to remind myself.

Hmm...

To the outside observer, it'll look like I was hypnotized to go into a psychotic rage, triggered from afar on my celphone.

      That's a plausible excuse, right?
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