October 15th, 2000

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I started to make some oatmeal this morning, but remembered the doctors telling me to cut down on the concentrated carbohydrates to help lower my cholesterol level. So, no bread products.

What else can I make? Well, there's always eggs. I take a few from the refrigerator, and am about to fry them up when it occurs to me that this isn't very good for my cholesterol either. The bagel I was hoping to put them on is likewise out.

French Toast? That's eggs and bread again. I think the syrup is still safe. And cinnamon! Mmmmm...

I consider not having breakfast. No good - the doctors are very unhappy with my skipping meals. Plus, I've got like 16 pills to take every day now, and they're supposed to be taken with food.

A quick poke around the freezer reveals much yuckiness. Perhaps I'll go shopping today.

In the meantime, my decision-making power first thing in the morning is reduced to "Eenie Meenie Miney Moe." I end up with the oatmeal. It's pretty good.

Now, to think about lunch...
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What's in a name?

The good folks over at kabalarians.com have offered some intriguing insight based my name. It's an interesting prospect - your name represents an abstraction of your self image, and it's something you've probably been faced with every day since birth. How could that not affect you? Well, let's see!

Your name has made you systematic and practical in all you do. You enjoy the feeling of accomplishment from working diligently at a task.

Fair enough...

Particular about your material possessions, you keep everything you own in a good state of repair, and you budget your personal finances very carefully.

Everything I own is in piles around me, waiting to be damaged underfoot or merely lost. As for my personal finances, I'm $2000 in debt to a credit card and $10,000 in debt to my parents. I can't say I'm happy about these things, so perhaps my name is trying to have it's influence despite me.

You are clever in mathematics and have great patience with work of a detailed nature, such as bookkeeping or accounting.

Mathematics? No.
Logic and quantitative thinking? Sure.
I suppose they're related. But I get numbers wrong more often than not. According to this, that's because I'm too clever. Mathematicians are so rigid about those things - if they could just see the genius of my calculations!

I do have great patience with work of a detailed nature, but that specifically excludes bookkeeping and accounting because of said number thing.

Systematic and practical in all you do, you enjoy the feeling of accomplishment from working diligently at a task.

That's practically all I live for these days.

You budget your personal finances very carefully. Particular about your material possessions, you keep everything you own in a good state of repair.

Didn't they already do that part?

This name limits imagination, flexibility, responsiveness, and spontaneity in your nature. It also limits your sense of humour and any real empathy of the problems of others.


Okay, I can accept the limited flexibility, responsiveness, and spontaneity. I'll even go for the limited empathy, since I come at that from the other direction. Those are all valid, if not completely accurate criticisms.

But my creativity and sense of humour are not lacking.

Them's fightin' words. Roughly equivalent to insulting a guy's manhood. (Displaced self esteem. What can I say?)

Those close to you do not appreciate that you may forget the thoughtful expressions of affection toward them.

Now, that's a bold statement. I would have gone with "might not appreciate" and tacked an "at first" onto the end. Those close to me have long since gotten used to that. Those who haven't are no longer close to me.

Your very practical nature does not allow you the appreciation you might have for life's more aesthetic values as it keeps your mind mostly concerned with facts and figures.

No, it's about evenly balanced.

The fact that the prescription on my glasses is about eight years out of date doesn't always allow me to appreciate aesthetics visually, but the world is a very pretty blur.

Weaknesses in the health could affect the intestinal tract with constipation and related difficulties such as rheumatism or arthritis.

Actually, we think my problems are more likely to be happy little Mexican parasites crawling around inside me, but we haven't completely ruled out Leukemia yet. So, HA! Shows what they know.

Now, contrast all that against this description of my astrological sign (from here).

Aquarius, the 11th sign of the zodiac, is a fixed air sign, and natives of this sign tend to possess both the friendly, engaging, sociable qualities of an air sign as well as the stubbornness and obstinance of a fixed sign. This often makes them original and entertaining individuals who have their own ways of thinking and doing things and are usually very reluctant to change their attitude, approach or behavior in order to conform. Aquarians will powerfully resist things they don't want to do. You have to accept the fact that you can never really make an Aquarian do anything. This is why Aquarians are commonly known as the most rebellious sign of the zodiac.

Aquarians often like to shock people and can enjoy stirring up a little trouble now and again. Find whatever direction the current is headed in, and you'll usually find Aquarius headed in the other. This can sometimes put them a bit out of step with social norms. But some smart, forward-looking Aquarians are able to benefit from their unique and unorthodox perspectives by putting themselves way out in front of the coming trends and riding the waves of social change before they hit most people's shores.

Because they tend to be rather future-oriented, Aquarians usually take an avid interest in computers, electronics, video games, and any other kind of high-tech gadgetry. Aquarians also tend to possess a somewhat unusual sense of humor and are often prone to a strong belief in conspiracy theories.

They don't really match, do they?

Must be a conspiracy.
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